Underwater

Kept underwater, though I still need air
Under a weight I know I cannot bear.
Because I need it was never a good enough reason
So I bear what I must bear
And I breath despite the water and I walk towards the air
Because the world's laws govern me despite what I can take.
Home is so far away and it'll never feel the same.
I need to replicate those few good days
The cool morning fog and the warm evening air
But that was never a good enough reason
So I breath despite the water
And I walk. And I fall.
And I can't get air to my heart and my brain.
The water and the world don't care what I can and can't take.